Swing

So just thought I would share in the last two weeks I have had to adjust to a big change. We had to move my Mom in due to Covid attacking. She is slowly getting better but due to her poor health will not be able to be left alone.

To say it has been a struggle to get help and answers at this time would be an understatement. I was reminded last night and today by two very precious friends that they and God love me. One is trying to help me navigate unknown territory and one prayed over me first thing as I got my day started. I am a hot mess by the way hair not brushed eyes barely open lol.

Now I have a choice I can choose to give in to fatigue and exasperation on people dragging their feet to help me such as Home Health Care etc. or I can face the reality that Covid probably has a lot to do with it and offer grace to those who are probably already overworked. I will chose grace.

I know that answers are out there I just have not found them yet. So today I will focus on finding answers, attempt to shower my Mom and get my workouts in. I will focus on improving her health without losing my own or stopping my goal getting.

I will smile and carry on. I will love my family and not take my frustrations out on other. I will be pleasant and understanding to those I encounter and I will accept this day as it is not as I wish it to be.

I will stand on Jesus Christ my Lord. I will draw my strength from him. I will accept help when I need to.

I thank God for my family and friends who support me. I thank him for allowing my to have a job that works with me. I thank him for my Aunt Linda who is suffering from Covid. She has taken care of my Mother for many years. I never realized how much she really had to endure until now. I will cry over the loss of a beautiful soul. I will also rejoice for I know where he is. I will pray for his family as they adjust to the loss.

I will swing at the ball until I get a homerun. I will not quit or give in. I will carry on .

Swing away Miss D ! Swing Away